mr bean.

Monday, July 23, 2007

A CONFESSION i wanted to make to u long time ago....

its being 4 years.... n u have been remembering the unhappy incident..... i know no matter wad i do u wouldnt forget it..... u know wad.... at that point of time when i wanted u bck.... i told myself nv to let u down.... but i didnt know u r so senitive about abit of thing.... maybe u r afraid i will make use of u again.... and i swear... i nv got that ideal of makin use of u at all..... but wad can i say..... its all in the past.... u left me lots of memorises... good/stress/tired.......

Good = u make me veri happy when i'm wif u.....

Stress = unable to manage studies/cca/work and U.... while working... u always say i got no time for u.... HEY WAKE UP..... i know u want time from me.... but have u ever got time for me???... when i m free... u cant even go out.... i onli can beable to work on saturday and u know that.... but u simply juz wanna stop me from working.... no work no income... no income = wad??.. u know... equal a poor boy that cant do anything he want for the girl he use to love......

Tired = making me travel here n there n having no rest at all....

all this statement is wad i wanted to say to u LONG LONG TIME AGO.... but i simply dont have the courage.... i know u now living veri happily..... i feel happy for u... seriously..... treat ur bf better... dont treat him like wad u did to me last time..... u have lots of trouble.... share it wif him.... i wanted to share ur problem last time... but u simply dont even bother to tell me ur problem at all.... den wad is the use of having me.....

dont use him to spite me now... if u want to talk to a frenz... i can talk... but dont come n scold me vulgarities... it will make me think of a childish girl who juz release from the mental hospital..... be more gentle can???.... it may be ur family condition now makin u acting this way...? i dunno...

Juz dont.... no guys like their gf to be so vulgar.... maybe urs is use to it le ba....

9:23 PM